What's love to people? changing lifestyle just to suits the person that you like.. I don't find it is a way to maintain r/s this way.. If the person likes you in the way who you are, the person will accept your everything.. Why change yourself when u feels uneasy and that's not you already anyway cos each person builds a special character and attitude in them.. Well, just be yourself. I had this friend of mine can't accept why the world is like that and can't be simple and simple minded, told me that cant accept the fact.. i was having this mind set when i was in my younger age but is true that people change in their thinking and nothing is simple in this world.. If continue to be simple minded you will get hurt, bruised and people do cheat on you.. Just face the fact how the world was.. I also wanna be simple but just can't.. too much experiences reduce my trust on people, wanted to trust but too scary to trust as don't wanna get hurt. Sometimes is really really confused on what i want and just lost my way just burst out crying like that. Wanted someone to led me on my way but I'm always on my own.. Still on my way of learning ("a growing up learning") now so into the experts.. maybe beginner abit above? lolx.. Sometimes u don't really expect to see yet there isn't a choice for u to choose.. Been a Les for 9 years into some flinging r/s that i doesn't really me.. i'm also shocked that why am i like that? Regret some of the r/s don't work out cos im playful and overfriendly to other les that's makes me cut down my profile nw cos i really wanted a lasting long term r/s for my own.. wanna grow old together with the one i love, holding hands each day, eat breakfast together, hug to slp together and do things together as usual what old couples does.. heart to heart together for always.. Sometimes if we are busy at wrk but when we are resting we think of each other.. lolx.. hard to find this r/s right? People do make mistakes in past cos we still young and nv knw the mistakes until they realised and leave regretless but just what i think we still need to move on as the past love ones dun wanna to see the saddness in you and wanna you to move on and find ur happiness but it really takes time to heal your wounds back maybe for a year or maybe a life time i don't know.. cos it really depends on the deepest of ur wounds.. For me, it took me almost 2years to heal and letting go slowly cos letting out is to set urself freedom and learning what u have lost and nv make or to pick up the mistake in your previous r/s.. Maybe im not good in expression myself in words but is the way i think for now..