Today is end of my Year 1 in NYP proceeding Yr 2 in 2 months time after my semester brk.. Happy to know it comes to an end but more tougher times are coming soon but I treasure the time i had in NYP doing my fav and dream course.. Wanna work harder for YR 2 as is getting really really tough le.. Wanna build more confident in me, do all my very best in my works.. =) Today stay in sch quite late ard 10pm.. pretty tired cos running all over the room doing Typo, Animation, MAYA test and MAYA Assignments, been running up and down like mad woman without taking life but stairs.. Finally all assignments are cleared but here comes the Studio Project that lasted for 3 weeks begin on 11feb to 26feb ltr i will be havin my long vacations.. Plan to find a job and save up some $$ for next term sch and future use bah.. hmmm~ Tonight I keep listening to Tui Hou Sang by Jay Chou, been listening since 2 years back till now.. Have lots of meaningful sentences that I do really agree.. Feeling abit down.. Admit not being a gd gf last time after realised the mistakes it's already gone.. Even you have changed, the person has already had someone else.. So never make same mistakes again..!!! Focus what i have to do nw as a growing adult.. Someone has told me that im look like a flirt as in frenly flirt but I just not flirting is just me and my character cos i don't really like hurting people with words as i care for their feelings when rejecting people cos after all liking someone isn't a crime or what and can't stop them for liking u but just to avoid words that will misled them but if the people push me too hard, Im sure gonna say some harsh words to let them knw they really don't have a chance.. I can be very naive but real serious when comes to work don't like people disturb me (except someone special) I will roar at them.. lolx.. Come to play I can be very very play like a monkey jumping or hopping the place (this ----> my close frens knws cos they try it b4 =X) but now i less cheerful maybe still something bothering me bah.. maybe.. Hard to be who am i last time but wanna be the present me nw.. with loads of works on hand focusing to my future path.. What is past is past.. let it bygone bah..