It's a new month today, 1st Feb already.. 13 days away from my birthday wonder how I'm going to spend my birthday this year.. Anyway, Happy Birthday to Everyone cos today is "REN RI" everyone is older by one year for lunar calendar counting.. Lolx.. Everyone gets old on today.. *Cunning Smile* me too also mah.. =X Actually not really happy to have my birthday on that day cos I will be alone celebrating my birthday as my friends that are attached spending their day with their loved ones.. Kind of strange why people find my birthday is special day for couple to celebrate their love but not me lorx.. I don't really like my birthday falls on that day, sometimes i was thinking why must my birthday falls on that day leh?? *Curious* Today is a tired day yesterday i din slp for the whole night having "fitty fitty" eyes, did sleep for few hours before i start my work again.. -___-" Been waiting for her msg, guess she also sleep the whole day bah.. **Missing her already.. This zhu zhu must sleep 12 hours a day de.. I really pei fu her... I want also cant cos still got wrk to do maybe my hols can relax abit b4 i start wrk and im still looking ard for job too!! But sometimes kind of lazy lah.. -hehehe- *Must CHIONG AHhhhh!!!* & *HUAT ahHhh!!!!* cos $ going burn big hole le no choice this course im in, is kind of $ sucker.. Always ask us buy things but use 1 or 2 times never use le, they think we are so damn rich is it?? Don't they remember we are still student!!!! Quite fustrated today cos it seems like im doing the whole damn projects alone need to "bao" everything, that's why wrking alone is better than wrking in a group cos sometimes the ideas u like, doesn't means ur grp partner will like it too, then it turns out conflict but we never in to conflict yet cos we shd knw what we doing cos they are young on growing adults and im an adult, im that young, lazy and mind set is totally diff that's why i know.. so i forgive and forget.. Haha.. thinking back i really such cry baby last time anything also will cry but not nw cos i prefer to cry meaningfully as tears are precious so i can't waste like that wanna use it meaningful.. Sometimes i find am i hard to be understand? But actually im just a simple girl with a simple mindset.. lolx.. Not as complicated as what people see.. Even though I may not be as femine but is just me to have some guy's mindset (中 性) is just me.. Don't really care what others see in me cos this character is already bulid in me since im young maybe things happens when i was young that's why i turns out to have this character.. If people cant accept me as what i am, is their problem le.. i cant change myself bcos their comments and I really hate changing myself becos of others.. If they like the way i am, I really appreciate it but if not then no choice le, choose ur own transport and leave.. lOlx... Haha..