I'll just keep DREAMING
No matter what,
Come rain or shine.
Even if you leave me,
Even if the sky falls.
I'll stay in my world.
I'll keep dreaming.
And I'll never stop,
Cause its all about you.
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Monday, February 2, 2009
2/02/2009 12:30:00 AM
I'm really sad now, don't feel like talking to anyone.. My heart is so damn heavy and flood with tears.. I can't believe is just ended and put a stop at there cos of a misunderstanding that my buddy, beatrice was drunk and saying all those words and ruin someone that I like.. I definately can't explain anything, I can't blame anyone except me and it's my fault.. Trying to comfort my buddy over my relationship problems but end up mine become mine ended.. It's really stupid me, im too weak to defend myself.. Don't know why always my hp kana chase away by my friends, feel so dao mei, wanna explain but is too late already.. Im really sorry about it but i already too late for saying I'm sorry.. Maybe i don't meant to like anyone cos I always hurt and disappoint them for my empty promises.. Realise is all my faults but is already too late le.. is really.. I can't say anything le. But I still like her alot from the bottom of my heart. Feeling my mind is blank nw too weak to express my feelings..... Untill nw I dun understand why beatrice say herself 'single' on the phone when i was chatting with her.. My mind just can't digest it can't think properly need explaination when you are awake from your drunk, too much things on my mind that cant stop me from thinking.. I feel sucks now!!! Got to think of my schwrk, family and friends' problems and my own problems.. I really can't take it already but i just have to be strong as my exams are coming, I need to stay focus trying to persuade myself.. Im really lost nw don't know what to do and where to start..
**To my buddy beatrice:
I just hope your problem will b solve and not think too much and drink too much.. Thanks for sharing your problems to me but I just want you to be happy and have your happiness what is past is already past just think of what you want and stay focus as drinking everyday does not cure the pain away turns out to be a habit ltr.. Im worry for you buddy.. But not to worry for me, think i will be fine, and it takes time for me again.. You should know my character that i wanna be alone for the moment so anything you just email me alright.. =] That's all..
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