I'll just keep DREAMING
No matter what,
Come rain or shine.
Even if you leave me,
Even if the sky falls.
I'll stay in my world.
I'll keep dreaming.
And I'll never stop,
Cause its all about you.
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Saturday, January 31, 2009
1/31/2009 12:03:00 AM
Today is another bad day for me.... Feeling sick and tired yet no one understands me.. I really feel like crying nw.. went out alone to city hall to chill out, I'm so surprised is that really me?? cos i never go out alone that long before to enjoy my peaceful heart on my own seeing things.. I din pick up her calls and just wanna be alone did went to drink alittle nearby the riverside, sometimes i was thinking does she cares and worry for me when she try calling to look for me..?? When i got home and msg from her, i decide to call her cos i really really miss her alot and wish she was with me.. But when i call back she just wanna catch a movie with me as i promise her earlier on when she done with her things but im really feeling sick and was running slight fever maybe I caught cold when im out alone.. I really wanna her to give me some concern and care.. I was melted frm my heart when she told me "She missed me and wanted to see me".. Actually I wanted to see her badly but just like i cant say it out.. But I keep mumbling feels something struck on my mouth and nv get to say things out till she feels so pek cek with me and attitude sudden change so i decide to hold back and ask her to enjoy, yet my heart was like crying after i hang up her call.. I have been thinking of her alot when im alone, guess she will nv knw how i felt nw..... will she understand i don't know.. But do really really like her alot guess im just nothing to her...... maybe she still think im a flirt that flings around yet im not.. If I really like that person nothing will get to change my mind and my heart even my suitors neither will get me cos i already had someone in my heart no matter how she is, i can say she will the one i fall for and like alot.. When she sad I will be sad, wish to share the moment with her but guess im not her type cos im not fun loving and sometimes im abit sensitive towards some of her stuffs but in my mind I knw is jus her past and this is what she is nw.. Playful, cute, humorous and charming that attracts people alot but I just like her in who she is and maybe she still feels that Im not really like her deeply and just feeling cos feelings will fade fast maybe i don't give her the feelings that's y she dun believe i fall for her?? Guess what?? will I writing this blog nw i was like keep looking at the time, wish time runs faster as i really have the urgent to rush down to see her but too late cos guess she is angry that i hang up her call.. ** Im sorry, dear.. I din mean to do it.. =) Got to take medicine and rush my work tml cos been going out and nv care about my schwrk.. =X
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