Monday, February 23, 2009
2/23/2009 03:43:00 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
2/22/2009 11:49:00 PM
This few days very tired didn't sleep on my own timing 8hours.. feeling floating and blur blur like sotong *sad* having panda eye rings nw.. rushing some cd design and poster design for my studio projects now.. later on my vacations have to think some new designs for t shirt and trucker cap.. Keep thinking and thinking on my mind of design and helping my fren looking for some designers too.. anyone interested??? Go to this link and have a look.. http://noobconcepts.blogspot.com/ This blog was set not long ago do drop email if u are interested.. if u don't see my name on it that's a reason behind it cos i wanna be low profile so wun be putting up my name for the moment.. hahaha... hope vin dun sar bo me ahx.. so the tshirt design are very limited but soon be coming more designs out by Me.. Stefanie series that has my signature.. so stay tuned!!!! lolx.. doing this to set as a porfolio to me and to get some experiences and knwing and learning what people like to have in the shirt design.. pretty cool and exciting.. just chatting with my fren about set up a forum to vote for design that people most wanted to be print on tshirt.. lolx.. still doing step by step cos suggest to have shoe designs too but the cost wise but will plan in the future if the response is gd.. lolx.. but actually sometimes i really quite sick of keep thinking and wanna rest my mind for the time being but i keep controlling my mind to move on and not stop if nt i may lose interest le.. Haha!! guess what actually my very first ambitious since Primary sch is wanna be actress but too bad im too ugly to be one.. then few years back in 2003 wanna get into baking and cooking course but end up i get into design course cos i build interest in the course so i apply to get into ITE AMK for DMD.. First time failed to enter cos too many people into the course then following year i tried to apply again and finally i get to enter le!! but have to go for interviews and test before i get in and finally i went through all the tough time le finally i climb up to polytechnic nw but i don't knw what's going on to me also.. suddenly feeling interior as i see people do more better than me cos i keep thinking im frm ITE and the standard is not high till I entered poly that totally changed my life.. feeling helpless sometimes and gets stress up and burst up crying sometimes.. don't know what's going on with me.. I thought I'm strong but yet im not.. I always wanted to show a example of being a big jie jie to the younger age for being strong and have a own mind of thinking.. but inside me im not that strong still like cry baby.. *argh.. that's what i hate myself cos that's my weakness.. So STEFANIE YOU MUST BE STRONG OKAY?!!??? treat yourself better and leave what is already past..
**Something confused me today, I know im quite bad in explain or convincing people to believe in me but just that I hereby to tell everyone that I LIKE KENJI LIM ALOT!!!!!!!!!! **For my frens who knows and for people who don't know.. I already fall for her since the first time i see her on 3 jan 2009 at AMK HUB.. My liking for her grew each day and i promise to wait for her, be staying single for her.. rem i always told me that if you are not kenji, that will be good but i cant change the fact cos you are kenji.. Actually there are lots of time i tried to force myself not to like you but failed.. I did really mentally prepare that one day she might say gdbye to me, in my heart i hope it will nv happen..
Thursday, February 19, 2009
2/19/2009 02:41:00 AM
Surprise to receive this present from my ex on the 17th Feb few days after my bday.. came to my house out of sudden without any notice.. =]
Love,
Stefanie YJ
2/19/2009 01:59:00 AM
Last few days on the 14th Feb was my birthday but I really happy that i could spend this special day with someone that is special in my heart.. She was working on that day but meet me straight after she knock off from work.. really heart pain to see her so tired but still spend the day with me.. We went to eat, chilled out at Acid Bar drink a little bit before catching our movie called "New in Town" in the evening.. Pretty funny and humorous show that should not be missed.. Guess what?? I gt her heart lolx.. no lahx.. Is a heart shape donut from her.. Is that really sweet of her?? =) -hugs- At night, meet some of her friends join them for another chill out at chinatown KTV Pub "cow and coolies" actually my 2nd visit from there.. 1st visit was quite bad experience so nv go there for a long time till now.. Drank alot that night till I'm very drunk like a slpy zhu zhu but tries many ways to make myself awake.. That night was abit shy cos the whole ktv pub knows it's my bday cos of one of my "friend", Den's Big Mouth that announced it to everyone.. Somemore nt once but twice or more... I almost hide my head under the table sia!! lolx.. But im quite happy with the celebrate as it's my first time celebrating with strangers in the pub too!! lolx.. was rather happy but also sad on that day as i keep seeing things that forcing me to pretend i nv see so i just drink and drink till i drunk like a siao char bo.. lolx.. Another unforgettable birthday for me.. =) Still have a week more to go before my long vacations!!! Jia you!!!!!
Love,
Stefanie YJ
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
2/10/2009 04:49:00 AM
Today is the last day of CNY, rather busy in sch but is really nice in the evening as me and my family having a mini gathering dinner just nearby our house eating 'Zhi Cha".. Quite enjoyable meal as i have ordered my favourites!! lolx.. Eat till I damn full with rounded stomach... Oopx! =X hahaha... When i was on my way for diner, I look to the sky find something special cos nv see sky that has spreading light source in a V shape.. I love looking in the sky wherever I go, that's always something special and something to capture the moment of life that you don't know when you gonna see it again, that's also link to our daily life that is don't do anything that makes u regret your life cos there won't have any chance given if u really missed it.. =) haha.. guess what im doing in this hour 5am doing my studio projects nw.. abit sian but still enjoying myself cos is abt creative hw i wanna wants the story to be.. lolx.. Animation is about torturing the character, that's what my lect say de.. =X not my fault being violence!! hehehe.. Still have 2 weeks till the end of my projects.. I can do it de...!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ That's all abt it!!
Monday, February 9, 2009
2/09/2009 12:52:00 AM
wanted to grow the same hair style as her.. Maybe my hair nw looks like a bush?? but will definately try my best to get this result out for myself.. Hang on!!! and Stay tune... =X